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[Maj. 13., 2008|04:31 pm] |
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wow. i havent been on livejournal in like... a year. weird. |
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| PMS + Holidays= |
[Nov. 22., 2006|11:03 pm] |
I hate it when I "know" that im over someone... and then i hear something about them or see them or something comes up that reminds me of them and i feel like complete shit.
Im always giddy over someone... but its just not enough I guess... Im trying to put myself out there now and meet new people... but I dont like trying. I feel pathetic. I wish it would just fucking happen.
i just talked to brandon... he was freaking out because his cousin just ODed. now his grandparents want him to move to san francisco and finish school there. It pissed me off because he keeps blaming himself for EVERYTHING that goes wrong in his life... and then im the one he vents to so then im responsible for making him feel better... i know as a friend thats what i should do... and i do it... but its hard to empathize with him becuase of the way he is... I dont mean to sound cold hearted, but that guy has some serious issues. a lot of them.
I dont want to work tomorrow. bah. well at least im off before anyone wakes up. |
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| (intet emne) |
[Aug. 31., 2006|08:33 pm] |
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow morning marks the begining of... i dont know what.... but a reaaaally fuckin awsome time. i can feel it in my boner... i mean... bones. |
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| (intet emne) |
[Aug. 15., 2006|02:33 pm] |
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hmmm its weird how i can hace sooo much on my mind... but then nothing at all... |
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| OMFG |
[Jul. 23., 2006|09:41 pm] |
myspace is down. what am i going to with myself?! haha.
siiiiighhhhh. cold showers are great on days like this. |
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| I'm asking you nicely not to call me that. I hate it. |
[Jul. 21., 2006|12:54 pm] |
when you start liking someone... you're usually all giddy and stuff right?
why doesnt that happen to me?
instead i think of the worse posible scenerio and can never accept the fact that they might actually like me back...
I hardly get butterflies anymore. I just get upset.
I just wish that some people would just say "dont even bother with me because I will break your heart" right off the bat instead of going along with it for a while... to the point where i think "hmmm well maybe we could have something" then... BAM! thats happened one too many times. |
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| (intet emne) |
[Maj. 16., 2006|04:31 pm] |
it may be really hot out...
but it fuckin beats the shit weather. ya?
fo sho. |
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| (intet emne) |
[Mar. 29., 2006|07:53 pm] |
so... i feel like i was a drama queen.
but im over it now. and i love you all.
yay for taste of chaos. woot! |
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| oooh billy... |
[Feb. 19., 2006|10:29 am] |
| [ | Nuværende humør |
| |  loved | ] |
happy spring biotches.
love is in there air?
i believe so.
yay |
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| (intet emne) |
[Jan. 26., 2006|05:13 pm] |
okay...
I dont remember the last time I talked to someone that I didnt like.
So whoever the fuck you are. go fuck yourself. Since you obviously dont like me you are the pathetic one who is taking their time to read my shit.
You dont know me.... so mind your own fucking business.
And none of this anonymous shit. you pathetic pussy bitch.
And if you really do hate me, get the fuck over it because its probably been over 6 months since ive talked to or seen your ugly fucking face.
plus... whoever you are, you probably have NO room to talk shit. idiot. |
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| (intet emne) |
[Maj. 23., 2005|12:07 pm] |
ona lighter note... KC and I went to the city last night. fuck... thousand and thousands of people croweded the Embarcadero. It was so much fun. We finally went to Coit tower... the view wasnt as nice as i expected...
We went to Loris Diner in the chocolate place and mels.
Drove around alot... a lot.
I fell asleep behind the wheel on the way home... i was just soooooo pooped. But then i woke up when i rolled the windows down and blasted Ciara...
haha. |
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| pitpatpitpatpitpat |
[Maj. 8., 2005|09:31 pm] |
| [ | Nuværende humør |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Nuværende musik |
| | janis joplin | ] |
i thought i saw you drive by my house the other day and i was confused... i could have been wrong though.
I saw you for sure the other day.
and now you keep randomly popping up into my head...
and then there was that... im sorry to you
and now there is this... what are you??? |
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| hmf. |
[Apr. 14., 2005|09:02 pm] |
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This is the first
(thing I remember)
Now it's the last
(thing left on my mind)
Afraid of the dark
(do you hear me whisper)
An empty heart
(replaced with paranoia)
Where do we go
(life's temporary)
After we're gone
(like new years resolutions)
Why is this hard
(do you recognize me)
I know I'm wrong
(but I can't help believing)
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late
You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me |
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| april showers bring may flowers.... |
[Apr. 4., 2005|01:41 am] |
| [ | Nuværende humør |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | Nuværende musik |
| | Patsy Cline | ] |
Everything is soooo weird right now. Hmf.
I went to three rivers this weekend. I had a really nice visit with my aunt. Just got back today. I went and saw Sin City. Great movie.
random thing(s) happend this week. hence the "wow"
i got a phone call last night and we were just talking about stuff and then they say "oh i dont live at home anymore, i live in santa rosa now"
me: "really? me too. Where abouts do you live now?"
person: "near highway 12...ya know guerneville road?"
me: "yeah, i live off it...on Gamay"
person: "i live on gamay..."
we just hung out...it was akward...but oddly comforting. |
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| bitches |
[Dec. 27., 2004|04:25 pm] |
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Wow. I thought I was spoiled. |
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| owwww! |
[Dec. 14., 2004|05:04 pm] |
I am coming down with something.
this cant be good. i still have a bunch of stuff to do.
i burneded my toungue too. shame. |
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